God loves you. He wants you to love him and others as your self. If you throughly love others the World will be a better place. With love you over come evil.
Where there is no love, there is evil and unforgiveness. One condition to recieve answers to prayers, is to forgive.
God loves you no matter who you are or what you have done. You have to recieve Jesus as your personal Lord and saviour. His grace is sufficient to you if only you live in righteousness.
I pray that you ask God to empower you to love sincerly.